Curiousity asks

I am curious to know, what will I be in let's say 40 years from now? Would I be this kind of person who thinks herself know the world most rather than others while realize deeply that through out 20years living as human all I know is my own cave? Or would I be more aggressive like a wild dog released from its realistic puppy house? So wild that I cannot handle myself saying that I've seen the world as I might be travel to some distance places? So wild as I can say I've known the world for its best and worst for its sweet and bitter? For me this world and its contains have its own mistery yet not so magical like what Aladdin had. I do believe that mistery might reveal the misery. Although somehow I do believe that miserable doesn't always mean forever and happiness might only come for a second of all. Through all of that, will I learn that maybe all of this is a joke God's created throughout His reses on the 7th day of creation? Will I learn that I barely know anything, confessing I know nothing but my pathetic self? Or will I learn that magic carpet ride has its own manifestation and transformation that later bring me to some distance places I have always imagine I will go someday? Will I learn that maybe world is a nice place to see but a cruel one to live in? And it keeps one biggest question of all, will I laugh at the world as hard as I will laugh to myself?