Sixteen

i suppose to care where will this relationship taking us.
i suppose to think about our future.
it has been going on for three years and two months.

but should we know?
isn't it a part of God's plan?

at the first time i met you, one thing came up in my mind was "i don't know".
if we learn at school, our teacher taught us that from what we don't know we should find an answer. but i can't find any answer through out these three years.

i love you more than i wanted to.

i thought a year would be an end, far more what i expected, i did swim too far, hon.

i lost my self in you.

life changes us, and those changes life made for me within three years with you are total. i barely can't remember to name a few, but those are great and bad.

i don't care whether am a virgin or not, i don't care whether i'm the first you had sex with or there was someone else.

it's a life we live, we should just live.
it's a love we feel, so we should just love.
no questions and worries.
we're not angels, are we?

i love you since i was 16, love.
Happy 16. Many years to come.
Many ways to get lost in you.