whatever! I am an omnivore

to describe omnivore, first, according to our holy wikipedia, is omni, meaning "all, everything"; vorare "to devour". in other words of my opinion, as an animal that eat all or everything, and to include human as an animal.

it's easy to tell that every time i'm at my lowest ebb, i do write on this blog. so here is the story...

i declare my self as an omnivore in accordance with the treaty i have made and ratified to my self.

i do not care what you will give me.
i do not care what i will eat.
a super fine dining one or an ordinary Chinese food.
i try to not easily get sad by only silly thing you don't do anymore, like you used to.
i try to accept everything.
i try to eat this shit.
i try to accept that this shit is eating me.
i try to be fine if you don't look me in the eyes like those moments i had.
i try to be cool when i saw you and you didn't even have a glance at me back.

they say i am now walking on a the so called karma.
the one that they believe i should accept as my punishment for bad and wrong doings i have ever done.

it is real hurt.
like i have never been hurt by anyone before.

but,
i am an omnivore, baby.
i eat everything.
i eat my happiness.
i eat, even, counterfeit happiness.
i eat my gloomy days.
i eat my sorrow.
i eat my grievances.
i eat everything.
i eat all.

whatever (that you give me, i will eat it), E.